Linear time

The normal belief of how time moves, is that it is linear.
We go from start to finish, and it is our choice to follow it or stay behind.
The past stays in the past, we always stand in the present, and we never get to touch the future.

Real time flow

Truth is time does not follow a path.
The past intertwines with the present and the future visits the past.
I've seen time with my own eyes, it does what it wants.
It's beautiful, graceful, and ignores all labels.
The past, the present and the future does not exist.

The number theory

The number theory explains how all is connected, how every number is a chain of our existence.
6 random numbers are chosen, in this case 111857.
8 - 5 = 3
1+1+1 = 3
3 = 3
It does not matter when to use minus or plus, after all they are just tools to help us understand the way numbers communicate and find their equal.
1+1 = 2
2+5 = 7
7 = 7
It does not matter what combination of numbers it is or how long it is, as long as they stay under 2 numbers, that is the universal language of our existence.

Here is another example.
6 random numbers.
9-2 = 7, which equals the 7 that was already in the combination.
3+2 = 5 and 9-4 = 5 too.
5 = 5
The 5 connects the rest.
5+3 = 8, 7+1 = 8
5+1 = 6, 4+2 = 6
This way every single number has given itself to the greater good, for the chain of existence to be possible.

The great sun above, but not above me.
Every step i take, it has my side.
Every enemy i have will be burned to ashes.
The sun stands above all, but only below me.
The sun is my halo, the angels are my wings, but my vision is mine, and what i have built in this life, is purely my own doing.
The sun may be worshipped, but it does not pose any higher power than mine.

Vicus

I was all alone, death was standing right behind me.
I was lost, scared, and i just wanted to perish.

And then she appeared, Vicus.
She spoke with such spite, such evil.
"Die, die" she said, "you are nothing" she said, she kept coming with mean comments, standing in front of me as dawn.
One day she changed, subtly.

"We are better than everyone else" she took away my guilt, she took away my sympathy.
"Us two against the world" she stood beside me at noon "We are far superior" she kept chanting.
I was no longer lonely, for i knew i had my savior, my guide, my friend.
but one day she changed again.

"You didn't deserve this" she was so kind, so gentle "Everything is going to be okay.
I despised this version of her, she stood behind me at dusk.
She was weak.
And then she dissapeared.

I was home alone, she stood in front of me with vicious eyes, thirsting eyes
I felt every attack, as she kept grabbing me, pulling me, i kicked around, screaming, crying "leave me alone!" "please stop!"
She tempted me to end this misery, to end this life.
Since that day she always stood in corners, watching my every move.
And then i learned to forget her

Years later she appeared, and i saw that everything was a misunderstanding, she was giving me discipline.
Me and her were unstoppable, i was her, and she was me.
I am her, and she is me.
She commented on every situation, she was her own person, i'd let her have me for a while.
But one day, i learned that she was just me, truly, and we merged into one, she was just the more rational part of me, the mature part, the smart one.
We were the same person, who refused to be seen as one.